-Joe's POV- I was looking out the window when I saw Demi running in my direction aimlessly. She had an arm over her face and eventually collapsed right outside my door and rested her head against it. I slowly stood up and opened the door. She fell backwards slightly and gasped. "I-I'm sorry I didn't see where I was going and..." She stood up. I just stared at her. She looked up at me and turned to walk off but I couldn't stand it. I grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into a long, quiet hug. When I pulled her away I didn't say anything. I just walked inside and motioned for her to come in and she did. We sat uncomfortably across from each other, waiting for someone to say anything. Finally, I spoke up. "This is stupid. Just because of...." I trailed off and laughed to myself. She looked down. "Joe, I'm sorry." I turned towards her. "For what? You didn't do anything. You just told me what you felt. I can get over that." I stood up and paced. "No. I lied." I stopped and turned to her, then started pacing again. "Oh. Well, in that case what did you lie about hmm? Was it when you said you loved me? Cause it sure seems like you don't." I was clearly annoyed and I know I was being really rude to her but I just couldn't help it. I wanted to smack someone. She stood up and had a confused look on her face. "You think I would lie about something like that?" I raised my voice and said, "That still doesn't answer the question." I stopped again and turned to her. We were looking into each other eyes, each seeing what we had done to each other. "I do love you Joe. But when I said we couldn't be-" "Don't even say it. You know you meant what you said. And it's whatever. I'll move on and you can go and live your life happily without me." I started walking off towards the door but when I reached the handle I turned back and said, "And for the record, I lied too." She turned around to face me. "About what?" She had a tear running down her face now. "When I said I'd move on." I yanked the door open and stormed out, crashing the door closed. I walked far down the lake until I came to the boat. I sat down beside it, miserable at how I acted. I knew I was over reacting and she probably hated me right now. But I had to get over her somehow... I layed my head back and eventually drifted off to sleep. -Demi's POV- When Joe said those last words I broke down again. Why am I such an idiot? I love him. I want to be with him...but there's so way that's happening now. He hates me. I eventually pulled myself together, realizing this was his own cabin and I walked off. I went into the woods and remembered that night when Joe took me out on the boat. I smiled. Immediatly I walked otwards that direction, but frowned when I saw Joe sleeping beside it. I bit my lip and sat next to him. He was sleeping soundly and not making a single noise. I rested my hand on his and he moved a little bit. "I love you." I whispered to him, hoping he would hear. "Demi....I love you...why are you doing this?" He barely whispered. I knew he was still asleep. He talks a lot in his sleep. He went on to say, "Stop it...stop...you're breaking my heart! No, don't-" His head turned towards me and I saw his eyes were still closed. I held back more tears and let out a deep breath. So this is how he felt.... I stroked his hair and looked off in front of us. Suddenly I felt him stir and I heard him yawn. I felt him look towards me and scoff. I couldn't look at him. "What do you want?" He asked in an impatient tone, not looking at me. "You." I said flatly. He glanced back at me. "What did you just say?" GAHHH IM SICK. :[
Author: yeahwellisay Keywords: back camp demi joe jonas kevin lovato nick rock to Added: January 14, 2009
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